ChaChing

My Jeffrey Campbells - Lita : $108(ON SALE)

Brown Vintage Tea-Pot Bag - $30

1001 Ways To Happiness - $7

Clean & Clear Three Pack Morning Blast Wipes - $8

3D Whitestrips - $20

Revlon Jaded - $4

Revlon Celestial - $4

Revlon Sheer Nude - $4

Revlon (Lazy to get the name) -$4

Maybelline Liquid Pen Eyeliner - $9

EOS Blueberry - $3

XXI: Charcoal Hoodie - $10

Old Navy: Black Hoodie - $8

H&M: Black Dress - $10

H&M: Tan Summer Dress - $5

XXI: Boyfriend Jeans - $30

XXI: Blue Denim - $8

H&M: Gray Straight Skirt - $14

Winners: Black Floppy Hat $12

XXI: Black Ankled Buckled Booties - $20

This isn't a purchase just my closet!

A few of my purchases in the last couple weeks.

SMAUG

In celebration of: "The Hobbit: Desolation of Smaug" I dedicate this post to the film! Hats of Peter Jackson, you make swell videos!!!!

I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH IT

If only I wasn't working!

Trigger

A sequel on haters. This is mostly about blowing steam off and how it helps me to overcome "my haters." Everyone has their own ways to deal with haters, this is my way! Hopefully this helps anyone or helps you maintain your composure around your haters!

The Wire

1:Close your eyes and think of five things that make you smile when you think about them. What are they?

• My Boyfriend
• My Family
• My Friends
• My new job/volunteer position
• God

2:If your house was on fire and you had sixty seconds to leave, what would you take with you?

• I think I would take my wallet and phone. I know my brothers will grab my dog.

3:When you’re alone in the middle of the night and you can’t quite get to sleep, what do you think about? “Going to sleep” doesn't count.

• The future. What am I going to be like in the future and of course what does tomorrow bring.

4:What is love to you?

• 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

5:What is the opposite of love?

• 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

6:Is it possible to love someone if you don’t love yourself?

• It is not possible. How can you do something when you don't even possess it within yourself?

7:Do you believe mutual attraction based on mutual hatred is possible?

• It is possible yeah, you get influenced by others so easily so why not.

8:Is it better to have something amazing and lose it or to never have had it to begin with?

• I think to have something amazing is better because if you never had that then you wouldn't be able to grow from that experience. You wouldn't be able to make yourself stronger.

9:Do you focus more on the past, the present, or the future?

• More on the present and future. 

10:Do you judge people for what they wear or how they express themselves?

• Oh gosh this is hard. Maybe a little of both? But to each their own!

11:Do you believe in individuals over generalizations?

• I like to believe in individuals

12:When you’re very scared or worried, what do you think about or do to help you feel better?

• I honestly pray. Prayer is one of the strongest techniques to make you feel better. Offering your worries to the Lord will ease the anxiety or pain because He knows best and He knows what to do for you.

13:How do you feel about what happens after death?

• I believe in the afterlife in Heaven with our King

14:Would you rather live a hedonistic life full of good things that make you feel good even if they’re bad for you, or a healthy life centered around treating your body like a sacred temple and watching your health as closely as possible? Or do you not care either way?

• Maybe a little of both. I like to keep things pure and clean because my body is a sacred temple but I also enjoy trying new things and I am a very curious person. I have my limits.

15:Do you think you can tell a lot about a person from the way they express themselves or answer questions like these?

• Of course, it's like a little snippet of their personality

16:Do you have any special or magical memories you’ll always have with you?

• I have a few yeah. Going on a road trip with my immediate and extended family.

17:How would you define yourself, without saying your name or giving a physical description of yourself or your obvious personality?

• I'm an outgoing friendly person who's shy at first but once you get through these "5" layers of skin you'll see the friendly vibe.

18:When do you feel truly at peace?

• It's kind of a secret, LIPJASS. I also feel at peace when I'm sleeping.

19:Do you like having your worldview or opinions challenged or questioned?

• I like opinions challenged and questioned. I'm open minded.

20:Do you believe happiness can exist without sadness?

• Of course not. For every awesome thing there will always be a price to pay.

21:Is there a reason for existence?

• Yeah, God put us here because He loves us =)

22:Do you think the world existed before you did?

• Yes

23:Do you believe people need breaks from each other, even if they’re deeply in love?

• Of course I do, but those two will eventually go back together no matter what if they are "deeply in love"

24:What do you find most beautiful in people?

• I think their smile is the most beautiful thing about them

25:Do you take questions like these literally or pick up on what they really mean?

• A little of both.

Sworn

I haven't blogged for quite a few days lately and its all because of school and work. I've been drained physically and kind of mentally, but in a good way. This is allowing me to use up all my free time and just catch up on things that actually matter in life.

School has taken its toll on my body, mind, soul and definitely on my wallet. Actually my parent's wallet. Anyways its really a good thing. I used to dread going to school throughout my entire 13 years of school from preschool to elementary to high school. Now that I'm in college I sort of appreciate going to school. Sort of. It's just my schedule is kind of hard to adjust to but I'm getting there. Meeting new people and taking actual classes that I enjoy and want to excel in is awesome too. I'm just glad tomorrow is the end of my semester one. Although I did pretty crappy this semester, I have a feeling that I'm going to do really well in Winter Semester.

Work has been great. I cannot stress the fact that all my coworkers are chill and friendly. Even the hardworking strict coworkers are friendly. They aren't there to compete with you or fight you for a customer, no. They are actually there to help you do your job and to have good vibes. I really enjoy working at my job but no, I would not go further into it, of course not. I wouldn't want to be around clothes for the rest of my life. I rather be around patients and be in a hospital serving people. Yeah, I'm still hooked on becoming a nurse. But yeah work is great. Tomorrow is Black Friday, I cannot. I cannot fricken wait. Sarcasm.

Since I was on the topic of hospitals and becoming a nurse, I myself finally got a position to volunteer at the hospital I wanted. I am excited to volunteer in an environment that I will be in within 6 years hopefully. If God wills it. However this has to be a sign from the big Guy up there. I've been waiting for an opportunity like this and wala, here is one! Cheers to you Lord! I finally got the program that I wanted to volunteer in too! I'm going to be taking care of some patients who just came out of surgery and cleaning the rooms. Everything a nurse sorta does besides all the medical stuff. I'm quite stoked actually.

Anyways yeah that's my life so far. I also have been enticed by shopping. I have literally bought at least something other than food whenever I go to the mall or some clothing store street strip. This week I bought new tights, new shoes and new pants. Speaking of new shoes I am getting the Leita's by JC! I cannot wait! I have been dreaming of owning a pair of JC's other than Hunter Boots. I cannot. I cannot!

But yeah, cheers to a busy life with good vibes accompanied by awesome people under the protection of God! Amen, Amen!

Oh yeah, I got new glasses!

Good bye to my Gucci

Hello to my new Chanel<3!

Growing Up

Wow did I have a busy day today. Since I haven't done a wall of text ranting about my life and day I shall start now rather than a video or a stream of pictures. Anyways lets get to it.

This morning was the worst.  Just kidding. It's just always terrible for me to wake up this early especially on a Friday, but at least its a morning class. Today's Psychology class was actually pretty damn interesting. We learned about Psychological Disorders: Schizophrenia and Personality Disorders. I didn't fall asleep nor was I texting the whole time during my class which was good. I managed to finish my paper which I'm so happy. This morning however, I forgot to add my abstract and I quickly rushed into an abstract. It was probably filled with poor grammar and awkward sentences but oh well, at least I managed to make an abstract within 6 minutes before my class started. My paper was about "Why Mothers Kill." I found the research to be quite interesting and if anyone is curious I suggest you look up a reading journal or articles!

After Psychology class I went to meet Kathleen and Nathan up so we can have our "monthly" lunch date! Last time we went to have Sushi and it was my turn to pick a place so I picked this awesome place that my friend recommended. I liked their food it was good and their service was awesome. However kind of pricey though.

Yey!

 Fish n Frites - Cod 

$12

Nathan, Kathleen & I!

After our lunch date I decided to go Thrift Shopping because I haven't done that in a while and I was curious on what they had. I got a couple of things however I didn't take a picture with most of the things I bought. They were having this 50% off sale which was totally amazing, I knew I had to buy things.

I bought...

• Violet Turtle Neck -$4
• Striped Tee - $1
• Cropped Muscle Black Tee - $3
• Floral Mid Waist Button Up - $2 
• Waisted Tee Turtle Neck - $3

 Waisted Tee Turtle Neck

 Violet Turtle Neck Sweater

I got everything between the gray turtle neck and the plaid hoodie

After that Thrift Shopping Spree I spent $16 overall and I'm quite happy with my purchase. I went to the mall to get my new glasses and to pick up some contacts. Also to do a little shopping of my own. I got my glasses. Yes I did take a picture with them but I'll leave it as a mystery for now! I got my contacts which was $150 down the drain. I met up with my friends and we got some qoola and ate at a Chinese restaurant!

 Shopping Buddy

 Shanghai Fried Noodles

 Japanese Style Ramen

 JOHN!

 Our lovely drinks

Cold Ovaltine, Almond Milk & Honey with Lemon Tea

 Pork Battered on Fried Rice with Tomato Sauce

Baked Seafood on Fried Rice with Cream Sauce

Finally after filling our bellies up we decided to go to XXI. Our friend works there and I picked up some awesome deals. One was striped shorts. I got it for $6 and the original price was $30. I also got a cardigan shall which was $23 but reduced to $10! I am actually so happy I found those two. Then I went to H&M. I bought this maroon skirt and a burgundy skirt. I also picked up the disco knock off pants! It came to $60 altogether which I think is pretty awesome. 

I'll probably do a haul later on or something. I even bought stuff from yesterday as well. I plan to buy more tomorrow, I don't know. I have a problem HAHA!

2KNOW

I'm so exhausted and cold.

Literally got 3 blankets on me.

Trying to finish my research paper and start my essay.

They are due in 2-3 days. 

LIFE.

Eh Hay

After an exhausting day of work, I'm still smiling.

It wasn't actually that bad, I like working. For now ha! 

BROW BROW

ADVICE ON HATERS

FONDUE

November Month completed with these fools<3

ICE ICE BABY

I have no idea why I'm happy right now. Everything just seems to be falling in it's place. I'm so thankful. I'm so blessed but I'm also stressed. I'm too happy to care about problems and everything negative is on the bottom of my list. Everything that shouldn't need caring is in the back of my mind. I know I already did a video on this but I can't stress the fact that I'm too happy right now. It's not like I'm bragging or boasting, I'm trying to send out a message because I believe my video was just not "serious". I feel better when I'm typing this out because I know I can say things properly and I won't have to stutter.

When you focus on all your blessings and look at all the positive things in life you tend to see all the happy things and life sort of gets better for you. It's only sort of because it's how you react to it. Most people just accept the "sort of" and this is why they slowly fall back into feeling "crappy". For me I just kept reminding myself how much I'm having it good. If you keep counting how happy you are then yes, everything will slowly start to fall where you want it to be. It may not be efficient because happiness takes days, months or years to accomplish.

For me, I just dismiss all the negative. The problem with us is we believe ignoring our problems will sort it out, no. It doesn't. It just makes it worst. Dismissing isn't the same as ignoring. When you dismiss something you are checking it out seeing if its good, allowing it to affect you, learning from it and letting it go. We all need to be a sponge. Absorb all the negative and problems that's being thrown at us and just let it go slowly. Because if we don't have those negative things in life, how will we be better people? How will we know to overcome similar problems?

I used to be so fixated on drama. I used to thrive on it. I know it sounds sad. But that was also the reason why I felt so empty, jealous, angry and always sad. I learned to let go and slowly all those emotions went away. Yeah I still feel jealousy and hatred but it's so minuscule. I barely feel it.

So to the people who still have drama with me, who hate me, who despise me, who can't stand me, who don't even like me just because
chucking up my deuces
Everyone should do that. No one is worth your time unless they love you. No one is worth your attention when all they want to do is bring you down. No one is worth your rants unless you truly care about their opinion.

I wanna thank God, for allowing me to be strong.  

HUE

FINALLY!

As promise, here is the haul! 

I feel like I'm missing a few things though!

CHEZ

Well I haven't done this in a while!

I'm wearing the

MAC Rebel Lipstick, I just slapped it on my lips and played with my face !